||[Dec. 21st, 2003|06:50 pm]
|||||Tunnel of Love - "I'm Dead"||]|
Last night's show was awesome.
I totally lost my voice from screaming so much.
I don't know why I do that.
It's as if I'm angry or some shit.
I also hit some people in the head with my bass.
The first band was boring as shit.
I don't care if it was a joke.
What if they weren't?
They still sucked.
Then xStill Strongx went on.
Lamest band I've ever seen.
They actually X'd up before they played.
Straight-edge is such a joke.
Jack's a cool man, though.
I used to work with him and shit.
But man xStill Strongx is not the band for me.
They make you want to overdose on drugs.
And they make you want to overdose and die.
Because listening to music that bad makes you want to die.
But then Excelone went after them.
Such talented youth.
Excelone and The End Product are the only bands my age that I appreciate.
And they're some of the best bro's around.
No other bands have given me such support.
It's tight like that.
Joey and I had to leave after that.
Our ride (Jason) had to be somewhere in Virginia at some certain time.
I really wanted to stick around some more.
It was cool that Stephi and Megan were able to make it out to the show.
Otherwise there would've been like no one I could've talked to.
And the people in my band.
And some other people.
Word to the fullest.
Goddamn I'm so overweight.
Kevin Simonds's mom said I was looking slim yesterday.
"Did you lose some weight since last time I saw you?"
I fucking gained so many pounds since the beginning of the summer.
I'm so fucking lazy and out of energy.
I can't exercise.
It's getting so hard to find a headlining band for January 17th.
I don't know why:
a) No one wants to play it.
b) No one replies to my emails.
At least Nate came up with a good excuse.
And he's a humble guy.
But man some of these other dudes...
I get so sick of shit.
Why don't people trust me.
I'm a fucking nice guy and I sacrifice a lot of shit for people.
"I don't believe you".
Thanks a lot, asshole.
"You just want to fuck me".
Thanks for insulting my morals.
You are a cunt and a half.
I'm fucking sick of people like you.
Fox is an annoying channel.
I fucking hate football.
It's such a fun game.
But they raped it.
What's up with this stupid technical shit.
Fuckin' headsets on the coach and technical aids.
Fuck that shit.
That's pussy shit.
I want some fuckin' hardcore football.
With more assholes getting hurt.
I want assholes to get hurt.
I hope that harm comes to anyone that doesn't trust me.
You get coal for Christmas.
By the way, I have a life.
So that means I won't be updating this for a while.
So Merry Christmas, asshole.